Dean Winchester

Yes, I am sad. Yes, I am frustrated.

But if I think about where it comes from, I realize: It’s in parts my own fault. Because I hang on to meta, read and write it, like the next fan. I let me give it hope, let it reassure me that what we want, what I want, what will become the truth, canon. 

But I want you to understand one thing:

All fanfic, metas, theories and interpretations are NOT the reality.

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I need to have that written down. Even if listening to it again right now will kill me.

Here’s Cas’ speech from Episode 15×18 “Despair” (that ep is so properly named…)

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After that absolutely crazy episode last night, I received this anon ask on Tumblr:

Ok but supernatural is like super homophobic. (And so is the actor confessing lol). Liek. He literally gets sent to hell right after confessing. The show literally just said “if you are gay you will go to hell”

Hi there Nonni!

Well. This is an interesting point; one, however, I can’t agree with. See, here’s the thing. I get why people think Supernatural is “super homophobic”. I know many think so, that much becomes clear if you spend enough time on Tumblr, which is by the way one of the reasons I have been absent for so long from here.

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Here’s a long meta on why I think sonething will happen this season finale regarding our Destiel ship. Crosspost from my Tumblr.

So this time last year I was binge watching SPN and it was my first time seeing it so I’m pretty new. Is it typical for the fans towards the end of the season to start talking about how their ships going to become canon? I don’t wanna get my hopes up…

Hey there Nonny 🙂

Guess we have something in common, because I started just over a year ago. Watched seasons 1-7 in under one month (in March, to be precise, so around that time last year I’d just reached S9) ^^

Anyways, to answer your question. I think there’s a lot of hope in there. Making a ship that has existed for a long time canon is something special – you don’t do that just like this some time within the season as plot side note. Many ships were either strongly hinted at or made canon in special episodes, season finales or series finales (that’s something I claim after 17 years of watching TV shows and shipping, and after approaching the subject scientifically by writing my Bachelor thesis about shipping).

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I don’t care if it’s impossible, implausible, ridiculous or whatever. I need to go to sleep and can’t do so as long as my brain doesn’t stop thinking, so I just write this down. Ignore me.
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reposted from my Tumblr

I’m rewatching “First Born” and it led me to have a disturbing thought. Cain’s story we all know – making a deal with Luce, killing Able, giving his soul so his brother can get into Heaven, whereas Cain himself ended up in Hell. He became a Knight, made other knights, and together they brought death and destruction upon the Earth.
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